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Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Dark Pages of my Life
My life really isn't that perfect (whose is) I know right! The dark times always tend to overshadow my brightest of moments. That is why Im writing about the dark pages of my life. Some bits may be interesting and others a tad bit outrageous, others.........well will find words for them :) . This is my Life.....
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To day i made a girl I like cry:
ReplyDelete06/04/2010
Things really tend to be complicated when an around her. Lets call her Lexy :) She came over just to say Hi! But whenever we are around each other things tend to be a little too intimate. Every time her soft fair skin brushes against mine.I feel a rush of blood to my head.Its like I can breath again. I know I love her because I do dumb things when am around her. I am usually a composed lad, but she messes up my composure.
I have never felt sorry for anything unlike the guilt I felt today. Just a simple kiss can bring up 1000 flames of Hades. I did not sleep for 48hours the guilt was eating me inside. Why do we hurt the ones we love? Is life really that hard to tame?
The guilt still hangs over me she pointed out a part of me I never want to see again. The reason for my seclusion: A safe heaven for my emo soul. I am sorry Lexy :(
I do not know i f, I will be able to face her again. My legs want to turn and run but my soul seeks piece. How will I get there if my Legs wont help. In this ignorance please Let me stay(Ignorance is bliss).
This dark Detail will be remembered for eons to come.... when will it rain so I can cover my tears?
I met(well came to know ) this girl the other day. Like a blue clear sky she is always worth the wait.The darkness that is my life has a new sense of meaning. A newer brighter cause to Live. Lets call her Empress. She understands me... I talk to her because she feels what I feel. Despite the distance there is still the same weather in our atmospheres. At least she knows how the darkness in my life Lives... A person to share with, to tell anything and everything. Not to be shy around or scared she would Laugh at you.But a person that will hold you up.REGARDLESS!.. She is my Empress, I respect her. She is better than a girl friend!
ReplyDelete(I hope to never say this Words)
ReplyDeleteSilhouettes above the cradle hold me down
They won't let me go the wrong way
My mother taught me all the fables, told me how
In the end all the sinners have to pay
But...
I don't wanna live like my mother
I don't wanna let fear rule my life
And I don't wanna live like my father
I don't wanna give up before I die
He worked so hard his bones are breaking
He wore them down but long ago he lost the feeling
His good intentions leave me shaking, show me how
I don't ever want to end up like he did
And...
When i have kids
I won't put any chains on their wrists, I won't
I'll tell them this
There's nothing in this world that you can't be if you want it enough
We say dumb things when we are Nervous!
ReplyDeleteMe:I Love you!
Her:What!
Me:What!
Her:What!What!
Me:What!What!What!What!
Her:What did you say?
Me:I once snuffed glue!
Her:Eeew!
Me:Fuck(low tones)
Im loving mu doigie!.. just cut my hair a week a go. Compliments be plenty.. I think al start shaving my head... not baled just a bit..
ReplyDeletednt kill urself with guilt...this things happen sometimes n the faster we fix them the faster we move on...
ReplyDeletelexy/empress must be a VERY special individual...
bout the song..i really hpe so too
n yeah,u look awesome in short hair..n official coloured clad:-)
now quit writting on ur comments!!thats 4 us to do...write every post as a new post..k??haha..yeah-k!!!