Drug of choice

Sex always sells.Death is a thrill.Imitate my lack of patience.How much we pay to be tailor made fashions fade the trends will change.In your eyes is the picture perfect In your eyes does the grass look greener have you seen it through my eyes.... The world has caught on fire from what I've been told these city lights are killing ever slowly the sanity with-in me maybe I lost in my creation. This isn't how i thought I'd turn out. I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my head They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed, dropping little reels of tape, to remind me that I'm alone. Playing movies in my head that make a loneliness feel like my best friend. There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain an ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again? and will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face? and will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted space.. Its not your Cause... One Day you will forget this! So hate me today, hate me tomorrow, hate me for all the things i didnt do for you, hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.

Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you

Smoke and Mirrors

The past few months have taught me a lot. falling in and out of love, Actions and Motives. Fate turns me victim to everything I have done. Oh what tingled webs we weave when we practice to deceive. I just don't get it.. why it has to end this way! I found the perfect one but I cannot hold on because the fates see my future differently. She built me from scratch... my soul shared the same reflection as hers. Why don't you see you and i share the same reflection why don't you see that we cannot survive in this condition if you're cut i'll bleed so go on. Carve into your own heart i could use a new scar or a brand new start, slowly severing the only memories that bind us as one.We have lost all communication when words fall on deaf ears i'm starting to feel ,a transformation how did i get here i don't recognize my own reflection it's a ghost of what once was gone from relative to stranger separating body from mind. I just don't know how to win with you, i can't let go part of me. Please will
you stay the same i'll remain to change.

I'm Sorry I have to Let Go! We are dying in slow motion.